gp paper is finally over.
not really over.
the final one would be in late oct, where i face real pressure.
prepared discrimination.
was all ready to vomit out all the examples and effort i have made.
yet browsing through the paper,
none was discrimination.
what can i say?
speechless.
ending up doing a topic which i totally
did not prepare.
i just don't like to write about war, neither do i like terrorism.
it just make me go gar gar.
so much , so broad.
first thing i did was eliminating all those war and terrorism questions.
ending up doing education.
i had learnt from my mistake.
no matter how much i detest war and terrorism, it just play such a big part in essay questions.
so i must forced myself too love topics on wars and terrorism. (against my consicious!)
week 4 has ended and its week 5
just few more days to practical and 3 more weeks to core papers.
i am running against time.
its driving me crazy.
i just wonder how am i going to revise all my J1s work in 21 days.
hell.
how i wish GOd had given me 48 hours per day.
had a nice chat with my friends and form teacher.
just have to accept the fact that we are not as intelligent and as hardworking as ppl from hwI and RI.
not only their days are short, where ours end at 5 plus.
they are obviously much more independent then we are.
i just wonder if i am really ready to take mY As.
it is really my forte ?
or prehaps i am just too lazy.
so much to re-study so much to absorb.
time is just not enough.
i want a break.
and am taking a break.
but i dun deserve this break, coz i haven work hard enough.
with notes and examples beside me, yet i still can't complete my ex.
guess am just not intelligent and smart.
what tenny say is right.
just hold on to this few more months.
just think about the fact of who wanna stay another year in SRJC.
its tough but its gonna be over soon.
i
hope God would help
(despite the fact i had not be attending service but i am also praying in my heart.)
to implant me with the
faith and confidence.
so that i can receive
miracles this MID YEAR EXAm.
LIFE IS JUST LIKE A GUST OF WIND.
